Day 20 Either Heaven or Hell

first point to understand
heaven and hell are no geographical place
second point to remember
either heaven is there or hell.

Heaven and Hell are psychological places. you can spend entire fortune of earth to find out heaven or hell in the existence. but i am certain that we will find nothing. 105% sure. 5 % for my good handwriting. but what i want to say heaven or hell does not exist and you can not buy a ticket to reach them.

so where is heaven and hell? or what is heaven and hell? is a good question.
if you want to find where is it read some scripture. they have elaborated volumes on both. they even tell you what is the price of ticket. scornful.

but if you want to know what are heaven and hell, may be i can help in one sentence.
presence of mind is hell, a situation of no mind is heaven.
yeah just the above line is enough to start with. one more thing coming out of nowhere but relevant: hell can be shared but not heaven. heaven can only be witnessed or observed.

someday somebody asked what should be a state of mind to know god?
first thing f*ck God. Don’t understand from God’s point of view. God does not exist. if he exists he will cease to be one day
second state of mind to know god? hahaha no mind is the situation where possibility of knowing self arises. not the possibility of knowing god. knowing self is knowing god.
God is Generator Operator Destroyer. You are god. but don’t follow god follow your self and you will find God. following any other god rather than your-self, is a big mistake, f*cking big mistake we make everyday.

why a silent state of mind does not help?
silent state of mind still has mind. if it is silent at some point of time it is going to be chaotic at another point of time. silent and calm state of mind are like healthy dis-ease or a beautiful ugliness. can any disease be healthy? can any ugliness be beautiful. nah no never. so how can any state of mind be helpful?

a no mind situation is the state of pure being. free of prejudices. free from judgements. no burden of past memories.
no worries about future expectations. a witness into action.

witness? who the hell is this guy?
the same guy which the so called religions say will burn into eternal hell if sin is committed and who is going to enjoy all the pleasures possible if a doctored life is lived.

Heaven and hell are right here. when you talk to yourself or even if you are not talking the television in you is always on and the channel is some political one running 24*7 and those moments are of hell. forget about hell after death. you are dying because of this hell right now. not a single moment pass where the judge present in the supreme court of your head pass tenets. not a single dog pass without getting one or two of your thoughts or judgements.
and this ripple created in the still ocean of your being creates hell. dog does not know you have judged him but it’s you who have started a chain reaction.

when you are silent like sometimes you dance forgetting about your self. like singing getting one with the tune. like painting like celebrating. forgetting your self. imagine holding your beloved not girlfriend or boyfriend, i said beloved. just the presence of beloved makes you quiet. you just want to stay with him, forgetting about what is going on around the corner,forgetting your pains and pleasure and everything. you just want to hold hand, look into those glittery eyes. smell the perfume she is wearing. the softness of her hands. you don’t talk to yourself at that point. Do you? do you tell yourself how soft the hand is or how beautiful the eyes are or how flawless the hair is? no you just fell and forget and feel from the deepest. trying to devour every moment. you just loose your self. i know not whether you are able to imagine? beloved are hard to find i know.
i know nothing at all. you have full right to discredit what i say. as you have already done that i know :):):)

i am lost in what i want to convey after all truth said is untruth. but yes one thing i still remember mind hell no mind heaven. that’s enough for me to live a sexy life.

in the end, oh there is no end as there is no beginning anadi as hindu says, sorry 😉 i bow to the not-manifested divine present and witnessing you every moment. i love you all, love is.

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