k aarzoo jagaaun agar tum kaho..
but i do not understand why we always sing for others.
what makes other create a singing urge in me. what have they given me, that i am singing?
i think the happiness which comes due to others is bound to get eliminated in near future.
and a memory will be stored in burden box and i ll crave again and again for that urge
the happiness given by others is lost the moment other is lost.
and we cry for the other not for the sake of other but to get those desires to get complete.
so that once again we are going to forget ourselves.
any happiness from the outside world make us lost. dissolves our identity and make us dependent
we forget about the one who is experiencing the joy. we get happiness from the other we become other.
we try to find out our traits in other. we never move inside when we are happy.
when we are in agony we are unable to leave the body.
mind is also inside the body until and unless you have made is subtle, made it free, made it a bird.
a normal mind is always in the body.
an open mind is flowing one, can flow inside and outside,
an enlighten mind, hahahha enlighten mind does not exist.
has it ever happened to you you feel blissful out of nothing.
happy not because you achieved something
dancing without the drinking
and lips on full stretch smiling
we are all infinitely beautiful beings. Don’t you think so.
Deep down on the very basic layers of our existence we all want to get love and give love.
Don’t you want it, don’t you want to give it?
if not than there is something wrong in you.
i think all- not a single one left out- of us wants to be loved.
all our songs mostly are about love. yet we are all miserable why?
because we want to love only if we get love
we sing only of the other is listening we dance only if other is watching.
it happen rarely we sing for our self
we dance because we want to get lost
we love because we are flowing
we put smile because we are content
if yesterday you have listened to the tracks you loved or get lost the most, you can get a slight hint
about what i am saying.
when we feel blissful and if we try to get inside our body at those moments
we can realize our infinite potential, we can witness that our bliss can not
be hampered by the futile attempts of this world.
the person who comes to you to get something actually gives you something
and a person who approach us to give something is there to get something.
take this example if a moneylender comes to us, yeah it is sure he is here to get
money but in return he is taking away a burden. and if someone is giving us money
he is putting us in a debt, which is going to make us aware all the time that we own
something to that person yet another burden.
if i have 10 rupee note i can buy infinite things from that bill,
but we can buy only one thing. we have infinite options but we only
make one choice and all the other things that can be bought are lost.
if i buy a movie ticket from that 10 bucks i am giving up all the candies
and lolly pops that that 10 bucks could have provided me.
i don’t know what i wanted to say. may be i am lost in the middle.
i just want to say one thing sing for the moment. sing because you want to.
sing because you enjoy witness your self getting lost while singing
see even if you are lost you are not. its the mind which gets lost.
it’s the mind which does not bother us at those beautiful moments.
all my efforts are to take you to the state of no mind. where your witness comes to surface and
purity is spread all around. love gets settled in you eyes and a harmonium is played every time
you open your mouth. your hands only work for the welfare, you body is used for providing bliss.
and at that time trust me your existence becomes a fruit for the eyes of others.
well what i really want to convey can not be conveyed and i apologize for that.
in the end i want to bow to the divine in you who kept patience while reading my nonsense. i love you all. love is.