Day 26 Mindless

Does mindless means mad? a person without mind means? certainly not a mad person.
if we go by that hypothesis then other than humans all the species are mad.
but i have not come across any squirrel or pigeon who is crack head.
nor any dog bites me all the time and all the people or other dogs or cats.
yeah exception are always there but we can not say that mindless means madness.

actually if i describe mind, it is nothing but the cluster of our words, our language.
see in mind you just speak. mind is nothing but a self talk.
and all the works or karma that we do in our daily life comes out of that mind.
we talk to self before and during any task that we are doing.
and we talk to self all the time about the karma that we have finished.

okay let me explain mind. suppose if we are eating something but rather than enjoying the food,
devouring the taste, we talk in head ahhh! i had this same thing better at that place. ohh! remember
mamma used to cook this dish with certain piquancy, fuck it is spicy, oh my god so much chilly, too sweet.
and within all this we finish the plate.
have we really eaten the food?

i don’t think so. we have missed the food. our body gets full but not the mind.
instead of eating what is served, i was busy in comparing and the whole toil
of the farmer, the supplier, the vendor and the chef goes unnoticed.
every bite that i am having with mind rob the existence of its acknowledgement.
the sun is never thanked for the sunlight, mother earth is not kissed for the platform,
wind and water and those hands working in the summer afternoon does not get the love they are entitled for.

because i was busy.
i think there is no price for things
and i take everything light and easy.

because i am comparing.
the grace is not poured in my glass
and i have no idea what i am preparing.

because of the learning and memories
i am reading the same word wrong again and again,
and my consciousness is suffering with dis-ease.

dropping the mind does not mean you drop your viveka and intelligence.
dropping the mind does not mean i become useless.
dropping the mind does not mean i will sit idle and stare at the wall.
dropping the mind does not mean i am going to walk and walk and walk.
dropping the mind does not mean i ll eat shit.
dropping the mind does not mean i ll go astray…….

but what the hell is dropping mind.
the art of making the mind a subordinate of your consciousness of your body.
the art of loosing i into the cosmic eye.
the art of doing the work without work.
the art of enjoying every crest and trough of beloved mother earth and flawless existence.

okay you wont understand what i am saying… and i can not explain what i want to explain….
do just one thing write whatever comes in mind for a day.
what ever you talk to your self write it on a paper. see i am saying whatever comes in mind.
not just the positives or the negatives, neutrals too.
and even like whatever you speak while eating to your self. write every thing.
just write and write and write and before sleeping read what you have written and then compare is the
reality synchronous to what you have written?

i am stopping
my mind… and my being will be discussed later. i know not clearly them as of now.
in the end i want to bow to the divine sitting in you.but not manifested.
but baby when there is no time
everybody’s divine.

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